the world is in want of depressed individuals

what keeps us alive? excitement. what excites? inspiration. what inspires? the anticipation of becoming. how does one achieve that? the knowledge that you can do better. what kind of people have that knowledge? unsatisfied ones. who are they? unhappy strangers. what do you call unhappy strangers? depressed individuals.

conclusion? sio needs to take her pills....

i remember that fateful day d and i escaped.
it was burning hot and unbearingly crowded... the looong wait for ashin and monster..
we escaped. we escaped across the road. the doors open and the icy breeze that engulfed us were motivation enough for the purchasing of cheap bottled chilled beers. i remember that fateful day when i promised d i'll be the first Lin Xiaoyan in the world.

How do you make a difference? by persuasive ideas that encapsulates people's interests? or by subtle introductions that improve without credit? i guess what i'm asking is, what's more enticing? the love for work? or the love for oneself?